These days, I like to be alone. I like to walk alone and be alone. I also like to have lunch alone but sometimes, am not able to avoid having lunch with others.
Whatever I am going through is making me question a lot about life. Sai is always with me but that doesn’t mean I can be confident. I have my own insecurities and worries.
One thing I realized is that Saibaba knows things won’t be smooth for me. So he made me divert my mind in Photography.
I recently bought a small 50 mm lens and love it so much. I enjoy taking portraits of friends or people.
I love the way it helps me do beautiful photography.
I am planning to engage people who are depressed into Photography. It has helped me a lot and hence it should help you too.
Sai seems to help me discover the purpose in my life. What am I going to do by working in a Software company? The maximum I can do is bring in new business there by helping more people to get jobs.
But I wish to discover a better purpose in life. What I do should honestly impact thousands of people in a positive way. Lets see how Sai guides me.
Sometimes, I wish to go to a temple inside a jungle where I can meet Saibaba. Wish there really is such a place where Sai is hiding. I will sleep in Saibaba’s lap and ask him questions about life, people and the world.
I wish to always remember SAI SAI SAI no matter what I do.
I don’t know if I should be happy or sad because I am crossing all these emotional bias. We should experience bliss of Saibaba that we will never be able to feel the pain in us.
Love you all because I am learning a lot from you.
Sometimes when I laugh, I ask myself if I deserve to laugh and smile for my parents aren’t happy. My Mom says she has pain these days.It makes me wonder if I should laugh at all.
I wish to sleep now deeply remembering Sai.
I lost myself in Sai.