Sairam friends,
The fever I got 10 days back is quite strange in that the pain in my knee, foot and palm still remains. This made me walk slow. When I going through such a physical pain, it also made me “Think slow” and “Think deep”.
I realized that most of the mistakes I did in my past was because I assumed that my life is going to be good. Little did I know that I will only be facing failures in everything I dreamt.
Now, I started thinking differently. I think its better to desire discomfort and humiliation instead of comfort and acceptance.
Its better to ask Sai for choas than smooth sailing. Because even when the whole world is abusing you, you should feel Sai stands by you
I have been facing a lot of humiliation these days and then too, I felt Saibaba wants me to go through this. It makes me a better person.
One of the reason Sai wants us to have immense patience (Saburi) is that “Time” plays a crucial role in everything you loose and gain in life.
You might think positive and aspire for a better Career, business or studies but what you actually get depends on how “Time” favours you.
There are so many Sai devotees who loose their patience and wonder if Sai really exists. The problem is Sai himself is controlled by “TIME”.
When your time isn’t good, Sai prefers to remain calm.
This morning, my Father had given for Pooja for Kal Bhairav in our local temple. I felt he’s beautiful and I also love Dogs which is Kal Bhairav’s vehicle.
I felt blissful when I did prayers to Kal Bhairav.
I feel its Saibaba’s way of telling me about how “Time” works in one’s life.
You might meet with an accident or be saved in a matter of few seconds. You might even take the right or wrong decision based on how time favours you.
So hold on and have immense patience.
Time really is powerful tool in the hands of fate. Keep working for your dreams and Sai will favour you when your time comes.
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
Thank you sir. This answered my query today. And I love kalbhairava too..especially for His vahana..god bless you.