Sairam friends,
Now a days, I keep repeating to everyone around me and myself that I lost my life. My life is gone. Its Over. What am I gonna do after wasting all these years? I feel guilty that I did not make it big in anything I dreamt to do. Now, I wanna do something meaningful in my life. So I am on a mission to inspire and motivate others.
I wish every other person gets what I lost in my life
Though I keep telling everyone that I am getting old, one of my friend told me, the way you are and what you matters and not how old you are. Having said that, may be, I still can hold on to the hope that I will do something meaningful in my life. I am already getting late. Many times, when I listen to songs and have small talk with friends, I have a feeling that I am not responsible.
Once Baba asked a devotee to run behind him. Baba ran fast and disappeared. Baba never accepted that he is old was always active.
On Wednesday morning, I had a dream in which I heared a song. I was too shocked a bit and like my friend doubted, I asked Baba “Are you really the one showing me songs in dreams and guiding me the past 4 month because I did not expect such a song from you”
I went to work and started to Saibaba temple only at 8 P.M. I offered garland to Kalasam on terrace as I reached only after temple was closed. I usually take my car only on Thursday to work as car makes me feel lonely. The others days, I am more happy to travel with friends and bus. I took a bus to my home. They were playing this song from the movie I heared this morning in dream. So thought the purticular song won’t be played. When I was about to get down, I saw a Baba’s sticker above the Bus front door. Surprisingly, the song which I heared in dream got played.
Baba proved that he only is being guiding me through Songs and Music.
Again, I Thursday morning,I saw 3 guitar in dream. I kept searching online to find the song and landed here. This girl sings Sanam Re so beautifully..
SANAM RE – Title song ( Guitar cover)
With all this in mind, I have plans to launch a website for showcasing Indian talents online. I planned it yesterday itself. I am yet to decide the name of the new site. I also wish to interview Indian professionals. I regret that I did not do anything for India. So will come up with a plan and project soon.
While searching Youtube, I landed on this song by Pink Floyd
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there’s a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught in the crossfire of childhood and stardom, blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!
You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!
