One of my friend who believes in Yogi Ramsuratkumar (Visiri Samiyar) came to my home to invite for his brothers wedding in the morning.
I went to NagaSai mandir yesterday and went up the terrace in darkness to offer garland to Saibaba. Then, I came down and roaming here and there. I never sing Aarti since I don’t have patience to sit in a place. When I do sit for Aarti, I meditate, chant Baba’s holy name, Read Sai Satcharitra or simply watch other devotees singing. I just blink and look at Baba telling him “Are you not helping me because I don’t know to sing Aarti and these people sing with such enthusiasm”.
Anyway, Yesterday, I hugged Sai Satcharitra and slept off peacefully applying Udi. I had a dream as if I go to a church to attend a wedding of my friend. I am carrying a Sai Satcharitra book with me and wondering if I can expose it there. The Sai Satcharitra book is torn and in between the pages, I see a Hand Fan made of leaf. ( Visiri as we call it in Tamil)
I wanted to hide my Sai Satcharitra and coming out of the church searching for my bag.
When I enter the church, I see a very cute Green Parrot playing with a Cow.
I woke up and realized its grace of Saint Yogi Ramsuratkumar who was born on December 1,1918 ( few weeks after Baba’s Mahasamadhi). He spent his childhood in Kashi and used to have close relationship with the Saadhu’s and Monks there. Gradually his interest in spirituality increased and he went in search of his Guru. Though born in North India, he came to Thiruvannamalai and made it his home.
Sri Arabindo Gave him gnana and Swami Ramadas blessed him and initiated the holy mantra –
“Aum Sri Ram, Jai Ram, Jai Jai Ram”.
He pronounced this 3 times in his ears.
He first lived like a begger under a tree and gradually devotees who comes to Shiva temple realized the divinity in him. He lived in a small house near the temple and when the number of devotees who came to seek his blessings increased, they build an ashram with his approval.
Anyway, What I understand from the dream is this.
1. You can read Sai Satcharitra where ever you do and do not feel embarrassed to open it. Just keep your mind pure and remember Saibaba.
2. You can go to any place of worship to remember Saibaba but if people there consider Shirdi Saibaba as someone who must not be believed in, calmly move away from the place. Just don’t argue about it. Everyone has their own believes and we must not hurt them.
3. When you read Sai Satcharitra, you are blessed with not only Shirdi Saibaba but all the good and ancient saints in this universe. Every saint loves our Sai and they accept our devotion to Sai as devotion on themselves.
Am getting late