Sairam friends,
I had chest ache once in a while from morning and wonder why? May be, Saibaba is answering my prayers to take leave soon. I took one of this tablet my Mom has and kept it in my car as I got scared. I don’t think it’s serious though. Should be normal.
This is what happens when I write often that I wanted to die. Writing is very powerful. We should only write what is good for us and others.
Anyway, I told Saibaba that I wanted to live for my Mom. I make Tea and Idly for my Mom every morning and only then start my work. If pain persists, I will go to a cardiologist after a week. Later, when my Sister was on a video call as its Sunday, I was thinking, whom will she speak to if I am not there. I think, few more years of survival makes sense.
I have my favorite cardiologist in Coimbatore. Once, when my Mom was not well, the receptionist asked us to come the next day. I got pissed off and directly went in. This won’t be possible in few years as most individually run hospitals are now approached my Private Equity firms to invest in them. Healthcare is going to be expensive in India the way US is.
Half of India’s top hospitals are now run by private equity firms. What can you expect from investors? They need your money.
If you have come across affordable hospitals in the place you live, you are lucky.
Sai and lamps
A few weeks back, Sai blessed me with a dream and as far as I could understand he wanted me to start an eCommerce site. But honestly, I wondered why now? Why after so many years? It days a day to launch an eCommerce site for me but I have kept StarSai as a personal project for all these years. Further, I am busy with other work and not sure if I can handle shipping etc. Meaning, why get into stuff without clearly understanding Sai dream. So, I am just in testing phase now.
Something that made me curious is my love for looking at Sai painting with natural landscape. So made this one.
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Buy this – Shirdi Sai Baba with 108 Lamps
Currently, I am busy with my work including a project I made – Best Software Stack
I am planning a directory for Doctors and another industry in my mind. Lets see how it goes. So, not sure why Saibaba shows dreams which confuses me.
As of now, I was remembering my love for living lamps.
When my Father was there with us, once every few month, I would announce that I am going to light many lamps for Sai, Goddess Mahalakshmi and do it. My parents used to say, only girls do such pooja. The best part is, I create my own pooja and have successfully inspired others to do it. he he..
One among the pooja I created is, 108 Lamps pooja for Saibaba. It’s been 5 years since I did it because I don’t feel like. I also do not have time for it.
I am considering to take my laptop to Temple and do some work from my car because from evening 7 PM, Until I reach home, have food, helping my mom, take care of street dogs, until 11PM at night, I am not able to do any work unless any clients wanted to talk to me.
Meanwhile. when it comes to StarSai, 10 years back, I was obsessed with lighting lamps. Here’s my Sai friend Sangeeta’s pooja –
108 lamps pooja for Shirdi Saibaba in a Medical College.
Sangeeta works somewhere in Rajasthan now, got married and 2 years back she came to my home and I took her to Saibaba temple here in Coimbatore and dropped in Airport. I am not talking much to her now as this is usual with all my Sai friends. Sometimes, I don’t like to talk when they are busy with their life.
A Sai devotee did 108 Lamps pooja which makes me happy
108 Lamps Divine Pooja for Shridi Sai Baba and Goddess Bhuvaneswari
The 108 lamps pooja was done by several devotees across India and some in US. I used to be a bit ritualistic. After my Appa passed away, I myself do not have time to do pooja. For some reason, I believe chanting is the easiest way to reach God or Guru like Shirdi Saibaba.
I hardly find Shirdi Saibaba paintings with natural landscape. I love river, trees, flowers etc. So, made above work as digital art. Hope you like it. So, I am happy Sai dream inspired me to create few pictures that makes me feel good.
Venkat
