Wokeup at 4 AM for work. How can Sai come in dream if I can’t sleep?

Sairam friends,

I am deeply disturbed the past 3-4 days. I have been working on my new site and don’t wanna give up irrespective of how hard is it for me to take things farward. I think that I am coming to an end of some career and getting to see what else I can do with my life. Waiting for Sai’s guidance.

I woke up at 4 A.M and worked for more than an hour. I lit lamp and told Baba, please come in my dream and guide me. I tried to much to sleep hugging Sai book but could not sleep deeply at all. I was telling Baba that how can you tell me what to do in dream if I can’t sleep.

My desire is to work on something more meaningful in life but wonder how I will earn my living. I told Sai if I should continue this work, then he must guide me to do so. I am really fed up with life and due to all reasons happening these days, I desperately seek Sai’s guidance to see what I can do next.

Sai did asked me to work on something but I am little worried as of now.

Lets see

Just sharing this because its hard for me to digest things happening around me.

Sai blessings

Venkat