Sairam friends,
One of my bad habit is not being happy at all. I often think deeply and worry about my life. Probably, this could be the reason in October 2018, Sai blessed me with the name of my Startup. It begins with “Happy”.
I was going through the worst days in my life. So may be, Sai wanted me to focus my mind on the project and do something useful.
I was worried when I had to leave my job. I was really pained when I could not find a better job within Coimbatore. Now, that I have a job, I am still not happy.
As of now, its going good but something makes me doubt this new company and I don’t feel secured here. I never felt like this in my previous company at all.
The new company has really good products which I can promote well. But something deep inside me is telling to be “Careful” and not be so happy that I got a job.
There are some good guys here and I keep myself happy at work. Deep inside, I keep telling Baba to help me be on my own.
I am in search of happiness. It’s like, I don’t feel secured with any job as long as I am on my own. Sai only has to help me to learn how to proceed and what I should do about it.
Hope Saibaba shows me a way.
I am worried about Tamilnadu. When I was in the U.S, Sai showed a dream that things will be fine but I feel I interpreted the dream in a wrong way. Now, I got it.
It’s not going to be good time for us.
Sai blessings
Venkat
