I have faith that Saibaba will help me continue to live in Coimbatore. I am going to give some more time to myself.
I lost my hope as of now. I don’t want to be in a situation to move to Bangalore just because I can’t land in a good job in Coimbatore. Its won’t be nice if I leave my parents alone when they are too old and weak.
Secondly, I like Bangalore only when I go there for any events or workshop. Its not a place where I like to live forever.
These are the times when I realize that I live in a City which does not have much alternatives if one needs a job he/she likes.
I don’t think life is going to be good in the days to come. Well, I love Sai and hope that he will help me out. Irrespective of that, I don’t want to hurry to move out of Coimbatore.
Everyday, I work on some of my projects. I just don’t understand why all this has happened to me? Atleast, I can’t bear this at this stage in my life. Probably, Sai is teaching me to be prepared for future too.
What am I going to do if the economy fails? What if there’s a recession? How am I going to survive? It could happen now or after years.
I keep asking myself why I should face this difficulty? Well, I just lost a job. Not my life but eventually it hinders my peace of mind.
Did I hurt anyone or did I bother anyone to face this situation in my life? I keep asking Sai answers for few experiences I had in my past.
I also can’t bear the pain in my foot. Irrespective of my parents best effort, taking me to Doctor even when I don’t bother about it, taking alternative medicines, this pain is strange.
What kind of pain comes after fever and remains even after 3 month? I can’t understand what’s happening in my life.
To be honest, I am confident. I know Sai has reasons for making me go through this. Just that, it scares me if I have to leave Coimbatore.
Lets see what Saibaba does. Every night, I am awake until 1 or 2 and thinking what’s going to happen in my life?
I am going to sleep now.
When you face issues in your Career, be confident and see what you can do to enhance your skills. Hope something good happens in my life.