Sairam friends, We reached India safe. My Ma is still having some pain due to long flight hours and all the pain killer tablet she had in U.S has resulted in wounds in her tongue. I am missing my Sister, Bil and Niece but hopefully I should meet them again soon. Just that even if I go U.S again I cant take my parents with me. My Sis previous visits were only for 20 days. So after almost 14 years we had cherising moments together as a family for 40 days. I honestly feel India and our people have to change a lot. We are cheating ourselves assuming the life we lead is best of its kind. I also dont like the political system here. It hurts me when I see ordinary people work so hard to earn their living and politicians are looting the Nation. I say this to myself…If I live in India i should do some good karma to people.Else, its better to leave India and visit once in a while. I need sometime to decide on what works best for me.I will accept India as it is. I cant complain much because one should see what they did to transform themselves. I have to change a lot in myself. So lets hope I become a better person. I will give 5 years for myself and decide what works for me. Yesturday, I gave chocolates to my friends at work. I dont like this chocolate as everyone brings the same brand. So I will take another European chocolates atleast for few. I will also gift the watch and shirts my Sister got for my friends
Thats how I end my trip. I am really upset about whats happening in India. One of my friend said …you can just do good to people around you. You cant expect that the country will transform completely. He said the good you do to few people will influence their family and society..Thats how slowly the Nation grows. Please be with me Sai. Venkat
