Sairam friends,
This morning, I started to work peacefully. It was just another day for me.
When I was in Mumbai, I used to miss my Mom so much. So I took a soft Saree from my Mom and use it over my pillow to sleep. I will feel as if my Ma is close to me. Similarly, my Mom bought back a small bed from U.S on which my Sister’s Daughter used to sleep when she was a baby. So I use this kutti bed of Katya over my car seat. he he. I will feel as if Katya is always near me. It also reduces the car seat from getting too hot during summer. I wonder why these people can’t make a shed for vehicles? If they really care for employees, they would have done that years back.
Having said that, I am thankful for this job as it helps me live with my parents. When I was in Mumbai, irrespective of all the comfort I had, I missed my home.
Once in a while, I was thinking if its right for me to write about my friend Vidhya in previous article? Today, I realized that atleast Vidhya is a girl about whom I can write openly in StarSai. She is good in her own way.
The other two experiences I had were so painful that I can’t even write about it. My life between 2012 and 2014 was like hell that I felt like having heart ache. I crossed all those stages now.
Today, I thought to myself – “Did I really love these girls? Why did I like them? Why did they reciprocated and in the end hurt me?”
My life would have been disastrous if I had married any of these girls. Not that they are bad. But I would have not been the right guy for them. They also would have suffered because of me. Though it was painful Saibaba only saved me from these girls and these girls from me.
Many girls ask me, if I am not supposed to marry him, why should Baba make us meet and like each other?
Well. The answer is simple.
Not all relationships are destined to lead to marriage. We are in relationship due to previous karmic bond. Some relationships happens only to breakup eventually.
Anyway…I was happy until evening.
I was playing with everyone saying that from tommorow, Tamilnadu will have a glorious time as Kamalhassan is into politics. Like any other ordinary Indian, I was never worried about governance but the past 2 years makes me think a lot about this Nation. I wish there’s some fresh change. Not that I like Hassan. I just want someone to bring a positive change to the state.
Only later in the evening some issue proped up. I don’t wanna explain the offical issue but I was also indirectly connected to it as I handle some payments.
One of my friend was unnecessarily looped in just because he had not submitted a statement before the deadline. I thought everything is going to be OK. Suddenly, I was shocked to hear a news. A Ginger eating monkey in top management had ordered that my friend be terminated from Job. I was furious when I came to know this.
This was after all a small issue. He never commited any mistake. It just took him some time to complete the work as he was occupied with other tasks. For this, he was fired. They have kept the issue confidential and none at work knew about it.
I am upset because I never take what happens to others as “Others” issue. I called him when I was in temple and asked him what really happened. Seems he was asked by people whom I trust to be calm for a week and then everything will go smooth. Though, I trust things will be fine, I can’t bear this injustice done to innocent employee who works sincerely.
Today, my friend is treated like a Corporate slave. Tommorow, it might happen to anyone else. It could happen to me also. I feel really insecured after I see how my friend is treated. I prayed Sai to protect every employee from this man who is simply showing off his authority.
I am not sure if he is aware of the karmic consequences if plays with others life.
I told my friends in temple about this issue. They asked me to be calm and adjust everything even if I am blamed someday.
I reached home and knocked the door. My Mom had woken up from sleep and immediately she felt like fainting. I told her its better if I come home early from tommorow. One good habit about me and my Sister is that right from chilhood, we always say what ever happens in our life to our parents.
I told about the issue at work to my Mom and she also felt bad for my friend. She asked me to be calm and never show out my anger to anyone even if what this man does sounds to be humiliating.
I pray Saibaba to bless everyone reading this with a good, peaceful Career.
Today, I saw this girl and realized She’s normal. Thankfully, She was not as sad as yesturday. I also felt happy. Later, I felt She’s still moody. Am I imagining this to myself? I don’t know Bujju is happy or Sad or neutral Sai because I don’t know anything about her. When ever I feel She’s sad, it hurts me as if there’s a sharp pain deep in my chest. It’s a kind of fear that emerges in me.
I told Baba “Indha kutti ku enna periya kavala. Pesama happya iruka sollu.Enaku Bayama iruku Sai”. – Why can’t She be happy as She always used to be? I have this fear emerging in me if She’s moody.
My Sister also does this drama as if She’s very very sad just because she did not get grant for her research. Later, She will surely get it. So what’s the point in showing frawny face to us?
Now its 12.30 at night. I am going to laydown remembering Sai.
I hope Saibaba saves my friend’s Career.
I pray Saibaba to protect every employee with utmost care so that they will continue to do their job peacefully.
Many devotees write to me about the problems in their workplace and Career. My only request is not to take any decision due to pressure. One of my Sai friend Priyanka works for a Bank. She has a government job but recently She was transferred to a branch where She faces lots of work pressure. She was telling me that She wants to resign. I told her to hold on for few more months as Saibaba will take care of her. I know its easier said than done. When you face injustice in your Career, I want you to be calm and focus on your work.
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
