Sairam friends,
Seems Saibaba don’t like me doing all other sites and work am planning to do. I got severe stomach ache yesterday night. I never had such a pain all life. I went in the afternoon to Saibaba temple. The priest asked me to sweep Dwarakamai as it was too untidy. I told him am going home but felt I must not loose the opportunity given to Serve Sai. So i swept the Dwarakamai and started home.
I worked on the new sites I planned and it came out very well. I was satisfied and went to sai mandhir at night simply as I got bored at home. I came home, had dinner and this stomach ache started. I told Baba that am only doing good why you do this to me.
My Amma said here after don’t sit in front of computer always as probably stomach ache is due to heat. I felt bad as what ever I do with starsai network sites gives me satisfaction.
My parents wanted me to go Hospital at night but I said to myself Sai will cure me with his Udi. I thought may be such stomach ache came as am teasing everyone at work with nick names these days and calling them simply “Poda Feeding Bottle Mandaya” he he…. Head looks like feeding bottle. We have to tell this is different accent like Peeding bottle mandaya ! I told them am introducing such funny words to corporate world as its getting lost now a days.
A year back, I used to be very calm and keep chanting in mind any Gods or Sai’s holy name. I liked it very much and wish I get back to such a life.
There’s a man and his wife who comes near Dhuni while guys are cleaning it and since we don’t allow to drop coconuts in holy fire when we are cleaning, they show their anger on us with a Look. Yesturday while distributing prasad after Night Aarti in Dwarakamai, I told my friends that Man always is morachifying us. May be I am not supposed to speak bad of anyone Sai. I am trying not to laugh at work but am not able to shut my mouth and keep quiet. Here after I shall be careful Sai.
My neck pains on nerves and head ache baba…cant bear this…please do leela soon.I feel too tired to go to Doctor baba. Want to be at home always near parents.
Please heal me soon and bless me to work on what I love to do all my life.
Amma told me not to worry always and keep sad face. Think about people who are below you and who are suffering a lot. We are blessed with good life and we have to thank God for that.
My parents are really concerned about my health. Please baba make me good and let me not tease and speak bad of anyone here after.
Ok friends Sai Ki Jai
Edit:
Baba, Just now I saw a dog opposite to our house which kept barking. I asked Amma why is it always barking. Seems it has run behind few guys before few days. So those guys are having a long stick, stones and hurting the Dog. My Amma and uncle in opposite house tried to explain the guy not to hurt the Dog and he don’t have any buddhi. He is not listening and poor Dog is in fear. Baba, Please save the Dog. Please. It remains me of Ruby who was with us for 13 years till 2003. Please Baba, Do your leela and protect the Dog.
The Dog barks at me also at times but i feel pity for it Sai. Please Saibaba, so many street Dogs in our country are suffering without care as people see them as annoyance.
Love,
Venkat
