A simple Sai Devotees experience

Sairam friends,

I was thinking for 30 minutes what to write today. I am a bit upset and don’t know what to express. I feel blank. So I am posting a devotees experience which was posted as a comment.

I like such ordinary people being devoted to Sai irrespective of their current situation in life.

Read on…

Sai Ram,

After 2009 i came to chennai , those days on Saturday i went to mylapore Kabaleshwarar temple and Sai temple with my hostel mates.

Actually i do no about sai’s life, leelas, nothing i do no about sai. Only thing i know about Sai is saint.
I don’t have the practice of going Sai temple once in a week.Because of the things happening in my personal life i felt very sad, upset. Normally i make people laugh and also am very sensitive person, i want the things happening in my life must be correct by God’s grace.

I do know what to do; days went with tears always negative thoughts, i am very much confused. i was waiting like some one must take care of me and answer my questions. without knowing the destination i move the days with stress.

One fine Thursday sai baba photo placed in my workstation. i do know how it came, i thought some one placed without knowing whose it is. i asked to those who sits near me asking whose it is. but no one replied.

later i keep the photo in front of me, usually i keep on crying , after the foto comes i talked to baba and cried, later some things changes in me.. like negative thoughts moved away not entirely but better than earlier days,

Again i went to Mylapore baba temple, again i wrote ohm sai namam, then hearing tamil arathi. i do know how it starts but i loved it.

Some times i myself question if am selfish since I am going to Baba because of expectation and  will he accept. Till now am questioning this because until am 25 years old, i never felt like this … So i am keep on questioning will God answer me ???

But i trust he will save me,

when the things goes wrong i thinks why baba doing like this, does he dont like me, but the very next day i feel sorry for that and ask baba sorry.

I want baba to be always near by me, always i should do the things correctly with the help of baba.

I need His blessings, i need Him through out my life,

After I started to be devoted to BABA i continuously met Saibaba’s devotees, when i think of baba he came with his smiling face through the photo , at back side of the car, i don’t consider it as photo.. …i don’t have words when i see  his photo.
My anna bought me baba statue from shridi, things happening is all like miracle… but conclusion not received. but i have faith he will save me, he will lead me in correct way,

In my family usually they don’t pray saint. nowadays they started praying baba. In nagercoil no where baba temple. now in my native baba came, i cannot expressed the things, all are like baba’s miracle.

In my life each and every step i need baba to be with me.

Thanks for StarSai for giving ths chance to write about my experience. kindly adjust with my grammatical errors.

I want to go shiridi, i want baba to call me soon..

thankyou all.

Karthika

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Hope you like this simple devotees experience friends. Many Sai devotees think they must only share when something good happens in their life. If I think like this, StarSai will have just 2-3 articles. Sai’s presence is felt more when we see nothing happening. Miracles are not everyday happenings. Learn to accept Sai when he is silent because most of the days he is silent. Even when we are exited when something truly good happens, Sai remains silent. That’s his nature.

Sai ki jai

Venkat