Sairam friends,
One of my aunt lives alone by herself. She has troubled us a lot when we were kids but I still wish that she has a good end during her old age. At present, she’s been influenced by some men who are looting away her money. I always worry that someday, it might become an issue and we might have to handle it. Few years back, I went to her home and kept a Saibaba statue. I asked her to do holy bath for Saibaba and worship him. If I go today, Saibaba will be filled with dust and sitting there none to bother him.
I wonder why I always see my grandparents home in dream. Probably since I lived there when I was a kid. Today, I had a dream as if they are doing construction in the house and I see my aunt being healthy. My aunt is sick and never even spends for her own health. We never know where her pension money flies and who is black mailing her. Recently, there was an argument on who will take care of her as she wanted to do eye surgery. I wanted to see if we can force her to do it but its risky to handle her. She at times will blame us if she has any infection after surgery.
I sincerely believe Saibaba will bless her with a peaceful life and get rid of bad people around her. All she must have is interest in showing devotion on Sai and it must happen naturally. I can only tell her what’s right way to spend retirement life but she alone must take effort and change her mind.
Anyway, today’s dream made me realize my aunt might change for good. This is next to impossible and may never happen. I just wish Saibaba blesses her with good end when she is in good health itself. Either she must change and take care of herself and her health or she must not suffer with health issues. The people around her are dangerous. So I am not sure what’s going to happen.
Devotees experience:
Anyway, I received below mail from Gowthami and felt happy..
Saibaba photo during Shej Aarti
Sairam Venkat garu,
This is Gowthami. Hope everything goes well. A special photograph may be a special treasure I took today evening by 8 PM.I happened to consult a doctor.After consultation is over,my mom was taking medicines for me.I asked my mom permission that I wanted to go to see BABA which is located a ten feet distance.My mom said no.I ran into the temple without listening to her.
I prayed Lord Shiva.Then again went to SAI.SAI was smiling.May be it is the time they are closing the temple. Shej aarti is being recited.This is a special pic where I found a satka and a bhiksha bowl.
Time for me to watch aarti …
Gowthami
Hope you liked this simple Saibaba photograph friends.
I have never forced Sai devotion on any one but when someone is good and they are not leading life the right way, I wonder why they are not hooked to Sai’s path so that they will realize their mistakes and lead a good life. It will never happen though even if its my own aunt. Some people don’t have interest in showing devotion on God or Saints for that matter.
We have to accept it in move on.
I simply can pray Saibaba to take care of my aunt.
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
