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Really depressed

Sai,

I am really depressed today. I don’t know what you plan to do accept that I know you are working on my life. I wish to be on my own and I told this to you several times. I really want to build a network of sites. I can’t be simply dreaming and doing nothing.

There are people who have goals. They can do lots of things in a very short period of time. Why am I not able to do it and why I am supposed to lead a boring life not useful for anyone and myself. I don’t see anything happening in my life. I simply worry and keep worrying. I want to work on something really good.

please make my wishes come true

Venkat

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  • Venkat Sir,

    Shardha and Saburi the mantra of bhakti for baba. please let the baba do what is good for us. give up your desire inthe holy feet of sai. this is also a face of bhakti. be vairagi of baba be jogan of baba be dewana of baba u will feel relaxed desire is one kind of dragon who eats our happiness and incense. give your besr for your dreams and rest leave to baba. chant sai sai sai sai and lead life peacefully. a true devotee of baba cant be depress may be baba is testing you or he has a different for you. m sure after 3 4 or 5 6 year you will realize the planing of sai and would be obliged.

    with Love and regards
    deepti

  • Dear Sai brother,

    Both we are in a same boat but goals are only different, don’t get depress too live all to sai.
    Let him fulfill at the right time.

    Your’s Murali Sai

  • Dnt be depressed! Pls do not fall in to negativity. Pls rise beyond it. If ur idea is not working out & life seems mundane. Pls step back & tke a deep breath. I knw hw it feels bcoz I am in the same boat. So many idea & so much I want to do as Sai Seva but always obstacles.
    Venkat Bhai pls see urself thru the eyes of the many devotees whom u have helped thru Star Sai. How the small flame of Star Sai had expanded over the years!!
    U ve done lots for Baaba & his devotees & i know u wl achieve all ur plans ONLY when the time is correct. So wait & hang in to HOPE.
    Aum Sai, Sai Om

  • My dear sairam I am really worried about my son results. He is studing 11th he didnt well his exam pl help him pl pass him and get through 12th std.without retest pl make him pass .u will definitely do.jjsairam

  • Hi StarSai,

    Please don’t get depressed, you have this wonderful website and a wonderful heart. Continue listening to His instructions.

    Believe me, I also have many ideas and want to implement them but am unable to.

    I have forced myself to accep God’s plan for me, if he wants me to do things I want to do, he will create the right circumstances and the right time for them, if not, there must be a pretty good reason why, it’s not for me to question or get upset. I gave up something very dear to me, and my life has gone in a different direction. Do I miss my old life? yes. Am I angry with Him? No. I am just grateful for all the things all he is letting me do. Do I hope that one day my wishes will come true? yes. But if doesn’t, although my weak human heart will be upset, I really will let it go because I trust and love Him and know fully well that He loves me.

    Just accept and follow his direction.

    Love and regards,
    Alamelu

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