Ignorning my morning pooja

Sairam friends,

I am really wondering why Saibaba showed me few days and made me react to it in the past few month. It has given me immense pain that I could not understand why such an incident happened? I keep on asking Saibaba to answer me and give me a reason why he did this to me. I am also getting busy these days and hence in the last week, I even ignored to do my morning pooja for which I spend 10 minutes. I did not offer flowers and lit lamps. I tried to deviate my mind doing some work but I suddenly can’t stop wondering why all this happened?

I ask where did I go wrong Baba?

I am yet to realize where exactly I did my mistakes?

Anyway, I don’t wanna show that I am upset with Sai. So wish to atleast do my morning pooja regularly. I must not relate the painful experiences I face in life to the devotion I show on Sai.

Wish I could do something creative.

Secondly, This morning, I realize that I am hurrying for every little thing I do. I don’t have patience and hence Sai taught me a lesson. Unless we learn something the hard way, we won’t change ourselves. One of my friend bought a Kutti Camera and I was playing with it. I must be careful in handling such gadgets because I get too excited by the experience of shooting beautiful videos.

Some devotees have been asking me to make a documentary on SaiBaba.

I shall think about it because I don’t have a good editing system and enough hard disk space in my home to store work on a really good project.

Lets see how Sai guides me

Here’s an aricle I wrote in 2010